So I have a rather abstract thought for you today but it’s one that really got me thinking. I’ve been reading a book called Monk Habits for Everyday People: Benedictine Spirituality for Protestants, by Dennis Okholm. Don’t ask why I’m reading it, I just read everything that crosses my path.:) That is not always a good habit but it get’s me to look in books I probably would usually shrug my shoulders at.
There is a chapter about “listening” in the book. You know that action that most Americans are really poor at…especially in the Church. Everyone wants to talk but few want to listen even though the proverb says, “Be slow to speak and quick to listen.” Anyhow, in this chapter Okholm brings up the point that most of us listen to the external but not the internal. That is to say, we fill our ears with music, conversation, TV shows, News, the sound of cars, jack-hammers, emergency sirens, constant chatter etc.
We hear what we are trained to listen to. To further this point Okholm gives an example of a naturalist walking down a city street at night with a friend who lives in the city. As they are walking, the naturalist turns to his friend and says, “I’m surprised at all the crickets in the city.”
The friend responds, “What crickets? What are you talking about?”
“Can’t you hear them?” the naturalist asks.
“I don’t hear anything.”
As they continue walking down the busy city street the naturalist grabs his friend’s arm and they come to a stop in the middle of the sidewalk. The naturalist drops a handfull of coins on the sidewalk and suddenly a whole group of people on cell phones, iPods, reading newspapers and magazines in the remaining sunlight, and talking to people next to them, come to a sudden halt to bend down and pick up the change and pocket it.
We have been trained to listen to the things that our culture has informed us is important. But are we trained to hear the voice of our Lord? Do we hear the voice within us? Do we hear what is really going on inside of us? Is there anything going on inside of us? Is there anything there?
Okholm mentions Anthony Bloom, an Orthodox metropolitan, asking if we were alone as a Christian in prison, stranded on an island, or out in an national park for a couple weeks alone on a sabbatical, with nothing but our thoughts–would we get bored? Would you (and I ask myself as well) get bored with yourself? Or is there enough in you to be busy and deep in thought, reflection, and conversation with yourself and God? Or does God bore you?
I wonder if I have enough scripture in me to remember and recite in my thoughts to keep me busy pondering and meditating for weeks without a Bible in my hands. Do you know any verses? What about a chapter? A book of the Bible? I know of people who have actually committed the entire book of Ephesians to memory. Those people would not be bored but would be delighted by the opportunity.
What about a work of literature? A poem? Is there anything inside of you that you could bring up?
And have you been trained to hear the voice of Jesus? Scripture says, “My sheep know my voice.” Ever wonder how that works? Probably because the sheep are in the presence of the shepherd everyday, all day. Do you listen for the voice of the shepherd? Would you recognize it if you heard it?
I for one am going to commit myself to putting more in me, so that I have something to withdrawal on a regular basis. I think it would be a great exercise to go for a walk in a quiet park with NOTHING but myself and practice listening to what is inside and see if I get bored or not.
Let’s train ourselves to listen to what is inside and not just what is external filling our ears constantly. Let’s train ourselves to hear the voice of the Lord. Let’s devote ourselves to times of quiet instead of turning on the TV or radio in the car. We turn on the radio in the car like a crackhead grabs for his baggy. We do it out of habit…we do it without thinking…we are at times wondering how that stupid thing got turned on. Imagine a world without all that noise. Let’s be blessed by the sound of silence…and listen for that still small voice.













